
As usual, this is a post after a rather long time, owning to the fact that i do not get time to sit, think and type at the same time due to lack of time. Just had my S3 survey practical yesterday and with that done, S3 is all wrapped up(hopefully) though in order to confirm it we have to anxiously await the results which will be arriving shortly. Yes, and yesterday morning, well i was tensed, come to analyse, its pretty interesting.
The first time I had to do practicals was back at school, in my 9th standard i believe, where we used to have chemistry and physics practicals, I must admit I was never all that impressed by those, maybe because of the sole reason that all the things we did were pretty inefficient. Anyway I dint have a practical exam back then, so we used to consider lab hours as free hours, nd have a gala time. But slowly as we entered the 11th standard, we realised the reality, that we had to give an exam at the end of 12th. I was least bothered initially, but slowly realisation dawned and i started becoming serious with it. Neway i soon realised the hard way that having a serious and studious "study" can in no way help you in practicals, its an entirely different deal alltogether.
Finally we were there in the exam hall, and for chemistry i still remember loosing all my patience and finally resorting to copy from my adjacent guy's answer sheet who had in turn done the same from his neighbour :| All of us were busy trying to fool the external teachers, finally after a combined effort by all the 30 students in that hall, all of us managed to pass :) Remember the fact that this was our board exam, if we had in any way been caught.....
The I was into college, at my arogant , ignorant best I was, least serious and all casual in my 1st year(result was not too good obviously, but still it was not that bad !!), and I went and wrote all the exams without even realising the fact that people fail in exams :| The point is that i was least concerned. But then at the end of it all came the practicals(workshop to be precise), and that was the 1st time since i entered college that I felt a certain kind of uneasiness, had I taken my casual attitude a bit too far? would I fail?? supply ?:'(
But I was lucky that time as well, I guess everyone was, as none failed( i think..) All that anxiety was for nothin. And the latest time i felt such a thing was yesterday, my surv. practical, well, im keeping my mouth shut on that, let the results be out, mayb then i will say somehting on that ;)
Note: I had a much better emotional thing in my mind yest morning, jus before i was about to appear for the exam, but seems Im overwhelmed now that its over, nd hence can't convey it with the intensity i wanted :'(
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